I was far more nervous (and proven correct to be so) when Bayern Munich were playing Chelsea in 2012 than the 2019 final. I still regard that game as the most upsetting non Arsenal game I’ve ever watched. Never occurred to me once that Spurs could win that game, don’t get me wrong I celebrated the second goal from Divock Origi but even when Spurs had that good spell in the second half never felt like they were at risk of coming back into it.
2021 final? Well Chelsea had won it already, so there was nothing they could do to hurt me anymore